Marc
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Registered: 11th Aug 02
Location: York
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Days since I last pissed
Cheeks sunken and despaired
So gorgeous sunk to six stone
Lose my only remaining home
See my third rib appear
A week later all my flesh disappear
Stretching taut, cling-film on bone
I’m getting better
Karen says I’ve reached my target weight
Kate and emma and kristin know it’s fake
Problem is diet’s not a big enough word
I wanna be so skinny that I rot from view
I want to walk in the snow
And not leave a footprint
I want to walk in the snow
And not soil it’s purity
Stomach collapsed at five
Lift up my skirt my sex is gone
Naked and lovely and 5st. 2
May I bud and never flower
My vision’s getting blurred
But I can see my ribs and I feel fine
My hands are trembling stalks
And I can feel my breasts are sinking
Mother trys to choke me with roast beef
And sits savouring her sole ryvitta
That’s the way you’re built my father said
But I can change, my cocoon shedding
I want to walk in the snow
And not leave a footprint
I want to walk in the snow
And not soil it’s purity
Kate and kristin and kit kat
All things I like looking at
Too weak to fuss, too weak to die
Choice is skeletal in everybody’s life
I choose, my choice, I starve to frenzy
Hunger soon passes and sickness soon tires
Legs bend, stockinged I am twiggy
And I don’t mind the horror that surrounds me
Self-worth scatters, self-esteem’s a bore
I long since moved to a higher plateau
This discipline’s so rare so please applaud
Just look at the fat scum who pamper me so
Yeh 4st. 7, an epilogue of youth
Such beautiful dignity in self-abuse
I’ve finally come to understand life
Through staring blankly at my navel.
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Martin
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Registered: 15th Mar 04
Location: Dumpstable Drives: Aztec Sxi
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Ally
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Registered: 2nd Jul 03
Location: Pontypool Drives: a Skoda
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hmmmmm
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Patrick
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Registered: 25th Apr 02
Location: SE London
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wtf
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Smiffie
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Registered: 26th Feb 04
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Marc
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Registered: 11th Aug 02
Location: York
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I have crawled so far sideways i recognised dim traces of creation, i wanna die, die in the summertime. i wanna die.
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Smiffie
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Registered: 26th Feb 04
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quote: Originally posted by Marc
I have crawled so far sideways i recognised dim traces of creation, i wanna die, die in the summertime. i wanna die.
can i be in ur will?
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Marc
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Registered: 11th Aug 02
Location: York
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nah, lynnys getting the scooby anyway
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Lynny
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Registered: 3rd Jan 03
Location: oop north! Where people talk properly
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hes droppin it off tomorrow cant wait
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Marc
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Registered: 11th Aug 02
Location: York
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indeed i am, indeed i am.
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Lynny
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Registered: 3rd Jan 03
Location: oop north! Where people talk properly
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iv decided im sick of breakin 'lesser cars', time for a scoob
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Marc
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Registered: 11th Aug 02
Location: York
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She'll be playing The Holy Bible on repeat where ever she goes too
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Lynny
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Registered: 3rd Jan 03
Location: oop north! Where people talk properly
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G'n'R
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Marc
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Registered: 11th Aug 02
Location: York
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quote: Originally posted by Lynny
Yes i will
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